Loved his Guinness! Beautiful flowers from Chelsea, Luke, Sophie, Adi and 2 new bumps to come ????
They are all missing their very special and funny Grandad! Love you moo man ????
Yellow roses from mum, your best friend xxxx
bright, colourful and fun Dad, like you always were xxx
We all had a little chocolate liquer in your honour after this picture Dad! Heard you shout, bloody piss heads xxx
Saw this and thought of you! "Yummy in my tummy!!!" Hee hee
Our last fun day together, up the Thames with a half of Guinness in hand! Heaven
To my bestie love you forever xx????????
One of our last photos taken November 14th 2015 miss you so much my darling love you forever xx
Our first anniversary of being together & so in love ????????????
Living without you is so hard as you were my all ????????
Ian my darling I hope you're at peace missing you so much xx
You will always be my valentine love you forever xx
My darling be mine forever xx
Missing you so much my darling Ian x
Reminds me of you xx
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My one wish would be to have you back & well missing you so much my Darling xx
Our beautiful great granddaughter Mollie-Rose a new part of your legacy to live on my gorgeous darling hubby xx
Isn't she just soooo gorgeous,just like her Mum xx
What a beautiful surprise from you my Darling xx
White roses for pure love & red roses for true love which is what we have forever xx
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For your Mum on Mother's Day my darling give her my love & kisses love you xx
My darling Ian love & miss you always xx
My heart aches so much for you Ian my darling I wish so much that you were still here with me xx
This one's just for you my Darling hubby enjoy xxx
A picture for you to look at of Matthew with Erin & baby Mollie-Rose last weekend xx
Ian my darling xx
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Missing you so very much my Darling xxxxx
Love you so very much & I take great comfort in knowing how much you love me too miss you with all my heart my darling Ian xx
To my darling Ian xx
Forever in my heart missing you all the time my darling Ian xxxxxxxxxxx
Mollie-Rose xx
Ian my darling is she adorable it was lovely seeing her & Chelsea on Saturday brighten up my day so much but I do wish you could have met this gorgeous little bundle of joy love & miss you so much xx
Mollie-Rose
Ian my darling here's a birthday wish from me for your mum hopes she's happy up there with you miss you & love you so much ????????
Finally with Marg's hard work & help I've got to hide the plug socket yay hope you like it I think you would love you always & forever xx
Our gorgeous Keian is 15 today he's growing into such lovely young man one of which we will be so proud of xx
A few pints of your favourite tipple waiting on the bar in the oak for you this evening Ian my darling X
Oh god how this happens every single day Ian I so wish you were still here ????
This gorgeous little lady enjoyed the party she was just so good love her to pieces x
Miss you so much xx
To my one & only gorgeous hubby whom I miss very much Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Missing you so much my darling Ian today is just a hard day
Mollie-Rose
I miss these moments with you Ian so very much ??????
The new car gorgeous isn't she I know you very much approve of this one another promise made to you by me .love & miss you so much xx
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Love & miss you so much Ian wish you were still here xxx
Missing you more and more,missing your arms around me,missing our morning coffee chats,missing everything about you ????
My darling Ian,Dean has organised a memorial golf day in your honour today and the winner gets to keep this beautiful trophy for a year I know you would be so proud & overwhelmed by it all love & miss you so much xxx
The golf Memorial Day in your honour Dean had organised Saturday was a great success the trophy was won by Tony Gardner
My heart is so broken without you Ian god how I wish you were still here xx
Always thinking of you always missing you always will I love you forever in my heart Xx
This is Mollie-Rose's first professional photo shoot she is now 3 months old she is just sooooooooo gorgeous Ian you just would have loved her to pieces like we do her Mumma xx
You always said how strong you knew I was but I feel my strength is weakening but to the rest of the world I have to pretend especially for the kids & grandkids but it's not easy Ian because you were my strength & now your gone ??
Look at these 3 monkeys at the red lion Sunday for Dean's celebratory lunch cute or what xx
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Matthew & me doing selfies xx
Yep this is definitely you & me Ian my darling my one & only true love xx
Love & miss you so much xx
So wish you were still here fit & healthy as you were in this photo taken in Gibraltar 7 years ago xx
Can you believe this gorgeous grandson of ours is 11 years old today Ian my darling xx
My darling Ian and myself after a year of being together xx
Love you ,missing you so so much xxxxxxxxxxxx
We were the most proudest parents with such fantastic kids ?? Xx
This was taken June 2014 when we didn't have a care in the world & now I'm so lost without you xx
Ian my darling can you believe it's 14 years ago when we had to say goodbye to my lovely brother Steve hope you two get together for a pint give him a hug from me love you Ian & missing you so very much xxxxxxxxx
Love this man to pieces more than life it self so so wish he hadn't been taken from me xx
You were more than just my husband you were my very best friend that I miss with all my heart x
Yes we won I just wish you could have been here to see this day my darling missing you so much love you even more xx
Me & Erin messing around on a funny photo app called snapchat today our little beauty is 10 years old where has the time gone x
Let's show cancer who the boss is!!
Yesterday me,Ange,Ellie,Chelsea,Emma ,Erin ,Kerry,Bella,Caitlin.Debs & Keely all done race for life in your memory it was enjoyable & emotional as the last time I did it you were there cheering me on now your gone & im missing you so very much xx
In your memory my darling so we can help kick the arse out of cancer & hopefully find a cure for others in the future as it was to late for you my darling X
You were a brilliant Dad to our children they love & miss you very much,my darling Ian missed by us all ??????
This I wish for everyday my darling Ian I'm missing you so much forever in my heart xx
Playing with snapchat while waiting for Dean to text as to whether we're meeting up today hahahahaha what do you think hahahahaha you would say you bloody silly moo xx
We are voting for this gorgeous little lady of ours to win a competition for cutest baby which she should win hands down she is just the cutest & such a happy little darling you would have just loved her Ian x
Love you so much missing you more than you'll never know my broken heart wishes you were still here by my side x
Look my darling our very own furry gremlin I just couldn't resist had to bring him home & of course named him gizmo he's so good been here 24 hours and using the training pads now but Pippa's a bit wary of him xx
Yesterday went to see Erin's dance show took Ellie as she wanted to make sure I would be OK bless her it was very good & also sad that yet another one of our events I've had to face without you it was made a bit easier as it wasn't held at bearwood c
Pippa with the new baby Gizmo hope they end up as friends
Little Gizmo waiting for his lunch he is a quick learner my darling I've only had him 6 days & already he does his toilet outside he is such a delight just what I needed as I'm missing you more than anyone will ever know love you so much xx
Mollie is getting so big now grandad.
Had meant to put this on yesterday as it was George's 15th birthday but I was so tired I forgot ????
Well Ian today Jack is 13 sadly another birthday card I've had to do without you & another celebration without you by my side but you remain in our hearts forever my darling Xx
Our beautiful Bella on her prom night had meant to put it on before but got sidetracked but isn't she absolutely gorgeous & so grown up X certainly makes me so proud as so would you have been xx
July 1970 when I knew you were going to be my one and only true love, forever my soulmate Xx
Look Ian who came over from nz for a visit Paul with Mel it was great seeing him again after 23 years & reminiscing about all the good times we had ,they were very sad to hear about you & had so wished that they had seen you again x
I know that you always knew how much I loved you & that you were my whole world & now I have this pain & emptiness that just won't heal maybe someday it will but you will always be my one & only true love till the day I die x
Hard to imagine this was only taken 2 years ago & you have been gone 8 months now & my pain hasn't gotten any easier missing you so very much my Darling ??????
Ian my darling another little great granddaughter Lillie-Grace born yesterday at 12.37 weighting 9lbs 6oz haven't met her yet but hope to very soon so wish you were here but she is another part of you who will live on love for you will always be X
Another beautiful great granddaughter for us Ian my darling I think the females are taking over she's a big baby same weight George was you would be so proud my darling so sad you weren't here to meet our future generation but I know your with us i??
Our very proud son (pops) with me & Liilie-Grace just another piece of you to live on my darling forever in our hearts xx
Lille-Grace our latest little great granddaughter your legacy will live on forever in these beautiful children of ours X X
You are never far from my thoughts,you will never be out of my heart miss everything about you xx
Mollie-Rose now 6 months old beautiful,happy adorable little lady she is growing up way to fast Ian x
Lillie-Grace now 2 weeks old & growing so fast you'd be so proud of Sophie Ian,as she's going to be a great mum ??????
When I get sad which is most days I feel you hug me tight ( that special way of yours)reassuring me that everything is going to be alright missing you always my darling xx
Starting a new chapter in our lives we were so happy & not a care in the world , we had so many great years of love ,laughter & wonderful memories we made together xx
My heart felt letter to you my darling Ian xx
Lille-Grace having a professional photo shoot at 3 weeks old even though she's a bit poorly here she is still a gorgeous little poppet ????????
Our 2 gorgeous little great granddaughters who you my darling will live on in them beautiful aren't they xx
To you my darling sweetheart miss you so very much Ian still not truly accepted that you have gone xx
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Great afternoon out with Ange ,kids & dogs lovely time but for the one thing my heart longs for you my darling xx
Ellie stopping Gizmo ruining her name she had done with conkers in great Windsor park Saturday afternoon love day we had but very much missed you not being with us xx
Missing you so much my darling Ian xx
Always & forever my one & only true love xx
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Wish we could go back & relive those years all over again love & miss you so much xx
You were my whole life Ian & now I'm just a mere shadow my heart is shattered don't know if there will be any glue strong enough to glue it back together or will it remain in pieces forever more ??
My darling xx
That's why it's so hard to live without you if only we could turn back time & relive all the wonderful years we had together love you forever
My darling can't express enough how much I miss you xx
Our very handsome grandson in his remembrance parade yesterday as always a very proud but sad day for me without you my darling xx
Christmas photo shoot of our 2 gorgeous little great granddaughters Mollie-Rose & Lillie-Grace absolutely beautiful you would be so very proud my Darling Ian xx
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To my darling love you forever & always
Saw these 2 beauties last night at a pre birthday celebration meal for our darling little Sophie's 20th at pizza express it was a lovely evening most of the family was there just Ange ,Andy,James & their families were missing,but most of all you ????
Can't believe this was last year when you were still quite well xx
I miss you so much,my darling Ian you will never be out of my life forever in my heart xx
Missing you so much Ian Xx
Our two hearts forever entwined my sweet darling Ian love you all eternity xx
Lovely day Sunday with these 3 beauties, are growing up so fast Ian nice little pre Christmas afternoon for them lovely spending time with them as I don't see them very often X
Saw this Ian & thought this is so very true that's why I'm never going to get over you ??I'll always love you till my last breath x
Missing you everyday not just Christmas but it's this time of year that's going to be the hardest for me xx
Ian my darling how true this is ,I love & miss you xx
This gorgeous little minx called yesterday with her beautiful Mumma always lovely seeing them wish you were hear you would have adored her she is such a little godsend missing you so much my darling xx
For you my darling to wish you a merry Christmas xx
A year ago my darling we said our final farewells to you & raised a glass in your memory I will do the same today my wonderful man love you always xx
As you know my darling today is our beautiful Ange's birthday another painful reminder that your gone ,another birthday meal with you missing from my side ,I think I'll carry this burden of pain of missing you forever my darling xx
Our beautiful Bella 17 today where has the time gone my darling it was just like yesterday when we went to stoke mandeville to meet her for the first time & how proud we both were having another gorgeous granddaughter I wish you were still here x
This little pup Ian is now 9 months he's turned out to be much bigger than I thought but you would definitely have loved him my darling as he is such a comical character & he loves to wind the other dogs up he certainly had helped me through this x
This photo was taken about 9 years ago Ian & yet mum still looked like this the day she died beautiful. ?? I'm so going to miss her
A perfect gift for you my darling valentine my one & only ?
This gorgeous little beauty was 1 yesterday my darling oh how you would have loved Ian missing you so very much xx
ian my darling look at these 2 gorgeous great granddaughters of ours you would have loved being with doing your moo man call to them & they would have just loved you so much xx
A year ago you went to your final resting place I miss you so very much my darling xx
You are gone from my eyes but never from my heart & always am I thinking of you missing you so very much my darling Ian xx
Happy st Patrick's day my darling Ian thinking of you always love & miss you so very much
Today our gorgeous Chelsea is celebrating her 23rd birthday still as beautiful as ever I know you'll agree as I know how much you loved her wish you were still with us ???????
Happy birthday my gorgeous man I mis you so much xx